What do you do when the thing you thought was God's will turns out to be the seemingly wrong thing? How is it possible that a good thing turns out to be bad? What do you do?
I don't know. I have no answers, only questions.
I can only pray and beg God to give us clear answers.
Until then, we trust and pray.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Prov. 3:5-6
"And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them." 1 John 4:16
"The Lord is near to all who call to Him, to all who call on Him in truth." Psalm 145:18
At the moment there are no words for where we are; we are in the darkness waiting on the Lord. Our hearts are heavy and breaking and we are trusting that He will carry us to the next step. He will light our path but that may only be a step at a time.
And that is enough. He is enough.